So, I haven't updated my journal in a while. It's good to be back. I have been visiting my account just to add favorites and view superb works.
I'm getting bored with my job. Either that, or I'm just a procrastinator. I have this feeling that I'm being left behind by my batch mates. I'm starting to think that there's something wrong with me, that everyone's trying their best, and I'm just timid. I want to change myself. I want to be successful. I want to change all my bad habits, my bad personality, my evil inner self.
Whatever. I'm just saying what's on my mind.

Well, I'm still looking for a job. Nothing creative to upload for now. I'm lazy to do artworks. I hope my art slump will be over soon.
And yeah, I joined a club.


Looking forward to great yaoi artworks!
I have a comic on smackjeeves by the way. Please check it, and post a comment if you have time.
Here it is: [link]
It's title is 'hotoshoot'. Please give it a try.

Yeah, so I made this up because I - uh, I don't know. I just want to make something like this.

Some Things That (maybe) You Don't Know About Me

1. I AM YOUR STALKER
2. I am a VERY picky eater
3. And so, I am underweight (around 80 to 90 lbs)
4. I have an autistic older brother -
5. who is overweight
6. I am a crybaby (comfort me?) but I can be as solid as a rock
7. I was born on January 08, 1987. My bestfriend was born on January 7, 1986.
8. My (jalim) friends call me nurix
9. Don't ask me what 'jalim' means
10. I dream of becoming the 8th hokage. Geez, I'm watching too much Naruto.
11. I'm a paranoid.
12. I don't know how to cook.
13. I don't like insects. I hate roaches.
14. That's why I CANNOT live without BAYGON
15. My room has an underground. A very messy underground
16. I am a muggle who wishes to be a wizard
17. I am noisy, but, believe me, I am a shy type of person
18. When I was little, I used to be left handed
19. I am 20 years old but I think like a 10 year old
20. I am boyish - but I am not a tomboy. Yes people, Those have different meanings.
21. Even if I am boyish, I don't enter same sex relationships.
22. I read and watch yaoi though. (sorry guys)
23. I still like collecting toys.
24. I am definitely a STRAWBERRY ADDICT. My favorite snack is strawberry pocky.
25. I am a citizen of one of the world's most corrupt countries
26. I am a Japanese... yeah right, I'm just dreaming... I am a Filipino by the way
27. I hate those who oppose freedom
28. I want to have a death note. A real death note
29. I often have nightmares. Last week, (or last last week) I dreamt that I was being eaten by 2 shinigamis - the creepy ones.
30. I want to study astronomy and I love looking at the night sky
31. I love the moon
32. I want to buy a one way ticket to Japan or Paris
33. My friends say I look like a nerd. Yeah really, I look like a nerd
34. I know basic Japanese. I can speak a little Latin
35. I appeared on TV when I was in 5th grade. Just an extra
36. I also appeared on the newspaper twice. Or was it thrice? I'll tell you why if you ask me. I don't want to brag about it.
37. I am absent minded most of the time. I arrived home twice with my school bag completely open. Good thing nothing was stolen.
38. I have a tiny mole under my right eye.
39. I envy those who can play the violin. I really envy them
40. I was bumped by a motorcycle when I was in 1st year college. It happened during my birthday.
41. My real name atually means: an Indian voodoo doll. (maybe that's why I look wierd)
42. I am very lazy
43. I crack corny jokes. I laugh at those too
44. I like tall guys
45. Me = sweet tooth. I also like spicy foods
46. I LOVE YOU!
I don't know what else to write. I'll update again when I think of something to add.

oh wow, I'm a bum for the past two months. I hope I could find a job since I don't have money to buy anime stuff! argh! How are you guys doing? I'm sleepy now so I'll write again next time. This does'nt make sense right? yeah, I know it doesn't make sense. I'm such a wierd person, don't you think?

wahaha, buti naman at di pa nabubura tong deviantart account ko. so, un wala pa maxadong laman. tamad ako magscan eh.